2012 Entry

Until when will we be ok? honestly, i don't know the answer. i believe man is a product of his history. i have grave conflicts with my sibblings since i was a child until now. we didn't grew up close, i am closer with my dogs than any of my 2 sisters and as i grow older, my hate for them also grew. it seems they want to make up for their mistakes when we were a child but i believe its too late to apologize (apologies for the tune but yeah it is exactly the way i am feeling). as much as i want to pour it in words but i can't, i can't exactly spell it out. all i know is when i grow older i'll look at them in the eye and tell them that i managed to get to the top without their help. for now all i am hearing are droplets of rain outside and in my heart.