Mind Reading Uncle's Hypothalamus!

After a tiring day of catching stupid mice and cockroaches in the house, i had a sudden feeling of writing this second entry.

*warning content is highly serious and observed from uncle from the bottom of his heart. any objections, offensive reactions or senseless remarks, kindly keep that to your self.*

after a thorough mind reading uncle's small brain, this is what i have read in his hypothalamus, i can't read the heart because according to the respiratory system, the heart is responsible for pumping blood, no emotions being pumped. its all in the brain and the section responsible is HYPOTHALAMUS. anyways, i've been observing him sad and lonely lately and thinking deeply, i waggle and dance non stop, he never cared to touch my head or cradle me in his arms. he has been drinking two bottles of beer everynight since last week. i feel pity on him and i have no choice but to know what is on his mind. so here it is. read below....


"I've been hiding this for ages but i think its time to unleash it. i am hurt and worse, my family despises me for my happiness. i never thought that this day would come and it would all be blamed to someone for all the tragedy happened. indeed there is a tragedy happened. nevertheless its not the point for argument or hate. its all about appreciation. i appreciate their kindness and love they provided me all these years but they never asked me what makes me happy. i am happy engaged with a girl which considers in our stupid-chinese tradition as a curse. a curse of sorrow, curse of hatred and worse, the curse which cuts family ties. yes, i am madly deeply in love with this girl and i know its the biggest decision i'll be making in my life- to be with her soon. i am willing to risk everything i got. should they love me, they know i am hurting every bad words they utter to my girl. she's no ordinary girl, she sees me very differently, i feel so alive whenever i'm with her. too bad the acceptance to her is very very disappointing. i still love my family after all but i think its time to pack my bag and leave with good memories and take the journey with her alone with them all behind me- soon."

WHAAAT! uncle plans to leave us soon but i must understand that someday he will eventually leave. nothing is permanent in this world. the only permanent is change. i understand uncle and i love him despite his clan will despise him soon. i love the feeling of being in love and being able to choose to love the person whom you want to be with the rest of your life which i think we, as pet dogs are being affected with the fixed marriage tradition. i hate my wife, she is a nagger, she always barks and never let me sleep with her, if only i have the chance to choose one, i'll pick someone like uncle's girl whom is his woman, his girl and his friend- rolled into one.

First Paw-st!

Today is uncle's first on the new work station and a new life soon. for the past few years i live life with him , he is somewhat unsure about the things to do and achieve in life. i am good at observing him since i am a dog. he is knowledgeable in a lot of areas but no specific TALENT. right now, he is working his way to becoming older and more mature.

He began by admitting all the sins he committed. yeah, he is re-born-AGAIN. if you may not ask, he has done many silly things like making me drink a can of beer but now he seeks to be active and be clean again in the organization. i am not proud of what his decision though his mom and family opposes him. after all this time he felt his sins as a tiny dot in his universe and starting sucking every dreams, goals and even principles he has in life. he's totally ashamed of himself to face but got more courageous not to hurt the one's he loves most- my soon to be Aunt!

Though as much as i want to dig in to further details in this entry which will further raise questions especially to those whom he loves most (ooops, parents are watching) . right now since i have nothing to do for the past 3 years in my stay in this awkward yet loving family aside from catching mice in the night, eating and sleeping tight, i am documenting this as a proof that uncle is beginning of becoming a real man in this real world by doing the rightful real thing. not to mention my rants and raves in this family. watch out my dear family, the dachshund is on its way to unleash chaos!