After a tiring day of catching stupid mice and cockroaches in the house, i had a sudden feeling of writing this second entry.
*warning content is highly serious and observed from uncle from the bottom of his heart. any objections, offensive reactions or senseless remarks, kindly keep that to your self.*
after a thorough mind reading uncle's small brain, this is what i have read in his hypothalamus, i can't read the heart because according to the respiratory system, the heart is responsible for pumping blood, no emotions being pumped. its all in the brain and the section responsible is HYPOTHALAMUS. anyways, i've been observing him sad and lonely lately and thinking deeply, i waggle and dance non stop, he never cared to touch my head or cradle me in his arms. he has been drinking two bottles of beer everynight since last week. i feel pity on him and i have no choice but to know what is on his mind. so here it is. read below....
"I've been hiding this for ages but i think its time to unleash it. i am hurt and worse, my family despises me for my happiness. i never thought that this day would come and it would all be blamed to someone for all the tragedy happened. indeed there is a tragedy happened. nevertheless its not the point for argument or hate. its all about appreciation. i appreciate their kindness and love they provided me all these years but they never asked me what makes me happy. i am happy engaged with a girl which considers in our stupid-chinese tradition as a curse. a curse of sorrow, curse of hatred and worse, the curse which cuts family ties. yes, i am madly deeply in love with this girl and i know its the biggest decision i'll be making in my life- to be with her soon. i am willing to risk everything i got. should they love me, they know i am hurting every bad words they utter to my girl. she's no ordinary girl, she sees me very differently, i feel so alive whenever i'm with her. too bad the acceptance to her is very very disappointing. i still love my family after all but i think its time to pack my bag and leave with good memories and take the journey with her alone with them all behind me- soon."
WHAAAT! uncle plans to leave us soon but i must understand that someday he will eventually leave. nothing is permanent in this world. the only permanent is change. i understand uncle and i love him despite his clan will despise him soon. i love the feeling of being in love and being able to choose to love the person whom you want to be with the rest of your life which i think we, as pet dogs are being affected with the fixed marriage tradition. i hate my wife, she is a nagger, she always barks and never let me sleep with her, if only i have the chance to choose one, i'll pick someone like uncle's girl whom is his woman, his girl and his friend- rolled into one.
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